e was the huge italian cassone察with its fantastically painted panels and its tarnished gilt mouldings察in which he had so often hidden himself as a boy。 there the satinwood book´case filled with his dog´eared schoolbooks。 on the wall behind it was hanging the same ragged flemish tapestry where a faded king and queen were playing chess in a garden察while a pany of hawkers rode by察carrying hooded birds on their gauntleted wrists。 how well he remembered it all every moment of his lonely childhood came back to him as he looked round。 he recalled the stainless purity of his boyish life察and it seemed horrible to him that it was here the fatal portrait was to be hidden away。 how little he had thought察in those dead days察of all that was in store for him
but there was no other place in the house so secure from prying eyes as this。 he had the key察and no one else could enter it。 beneath its purple pall察the face painted on the canvas could grow bestial察sodden察and unclean。 what did it matter拭no one could see it。 he himself would not see it。 why should he watch the hideous corruption of his soul拭he kept his youth that was enough。 and察besides察might not his nature grow finer察after all拭there was no reason that the future should be so full of shame。 some love might e across his life察and purify him察and shield him from those sins that seemed to be already stirring in spirit and in flesh those curious unpictured sins whose very mystery lent them their subtlety and their charm。 perhaps察some day察the cruel look would have passed away from the scarlet sensitive mouth察and he might show to the world basil hallwards masterpiece。
no察that was impossible。 hour by hour察and week by week察the thing upon the canvas was growing old。 it might escape the hideousness of sin察but the hideousness of age was in store for it。 the cheeks would bee hollow or flaccid。 yellow crows feet would creep round the fading eyes and make them horrible。 the hair would lose its brightness察the mouth would gape or droop察would be foolish or gross察as the mouths of old men are。 there would be the wrinkled throat察the cold察blue´veined hands察the twisted body察that he remembered in the grandfather who had been so stern to him in his boyhood。 the picture had to be concealed。 there was no help for it。
;bring it in察mr。 hubbard察please察─he said察wearily察turning round。 ;i am sorry i kept you so long。 i was thinking of something else。;
;always glad to have a rest察mr。 gray察─answered the frame´maker察who was still gasping for breath。 ;where shall we put it察sir拭
;oh察anywhere。 here此this will do。 i dont want to have it hung up。 just lean it against the wall。 thanks。;
;might one look at the work of art察sir拭
dorian started。 ;it would not interest you察mr。 hubbard察─he said察keeping his eye on the man。 he felt ready to leap upon him and fling him to the ground if he dared to lift the gorgeous hanging that concealed the secret of his life。 ;i shant trouble you any more now。 i am much obliged for your kindness in ing round。;
;not at all察not at all察mr。 gray。 ever ready to do anything for you察sir。; and mr。 hubbard tramped downstairs察followed by the assistant察who glanced back at dorian with a look of shy wonder in his rough unely face。 he had never seen any one so marvellous。
when the sound of their footsteps had died away察dorian locked the door and put the key in his pocket。 he felt safe now。 no one would ever look upon the horrible thing。 no eye but his would ever see his shame。
on reaching the library察he found that it was just after five oclock and that the tea had been already brought up。 on a little table of dark perfumed wood thickly incrusted with nacre察a present from lady radley察his guardians wife察a pretty professional invalid who had spent the preceding winter in cairo察was lying a note from lord henry察and beside it was a book bound in yellow paper察the cover slightly torn and the edges soiled。 a copy of the third edition of the st。 jamess gazette had been placed on the tea´tray。 it was evident that victor had returned。 he wondered if he had met the men in the hall as they were leaving the house and had wormed out of them what they had been doing。 he would be sure to miss the picturehad no doubt missed it already察while he had been laying the tea´things。 the screen had not been set back察and a blank space was visible on the wall。 perhaps some night he might find him creeping upstairs and trying to force the door of the room。 it was a horrible thing to have a spy in ones house。 he had heard of rich men who had been blackmailed all their lives by some servant who had read a letter察or overheard a conversation察or picked up a card with an address察or found beneath a pillow a withered flower or a shred of crumpled lace。
he sighed察and having poured himself out some tea察opened lord henrys note。 it was simply to say that he sent him round the evening paper察and a book that might interest him察and that he would be at the club at eight´fifteen。 he opened the st。 jamess languidly察and looked through it。 a red pencil´mark on the fifth page caught his eye。 it drew attention to the following paragraph
inquest on an actress。an inquest was held this morning at the bell tavern察hoxton road察by mr。 danby察the district coroner察on the body of sibyl vane察a young actress recently engaged at the royal theatre察holborn。 a verdict of death by misadventure was returned。 considerable sympathy was expressed for the mother of the deceased察who was greatly affected during the giving of her own evidence察and that of dr。 birrell察who had made the post´mortem examination of the deceased。
he frowned察and tearing the paper in two察went across the room and flung the pieces away。 how ugly it all was and how horribly real ugliness made things he felt a little annoyed with lord henry for having sent him the report。 and it was certainly stupid of him to have marked it with red pencil。 victor might have read it。 the man knew more than enough english for that。
perhaps he had read it and had begun to suspect something。 and察yet察what did it matter拭what had dorian gray to do with sibyl vanes death拭there was nothing to fear。 dorian gray had not killed her。
his eye fell on the yellow book that lord henry had sent him。 what was it察he wondered。 he went towards the little察pearl´coloured octagonal stand that had always looked to him like the work of some strange egyptian bees that wrought in silver察and taking up the volume察flung himself into an arm´chair and began to turn over the leaves。 after a few minutes he became absorbed。 it was the strangest book that he had ever read。 it seemed to him that in exquisite raiment察and to the delicate sound of flutes察the sins of the world were passing in dumb show before him。 things that he had dimly dreamed of were suddenly made real to him。 things of which he had never dreamed were gradually revealed。
it was a novel without a plot and with only one character察being察indeed察simply a psychological study of a certain young parisian who spent his life trying to realize in the nineteenth century all the passions and modes of thought that belonged to every century except his own察and to sum up察as it were察in himself the various moods through which the world´spirit had ever passed察loving for their mere artificiality those renunciations that men have unwisely called virtue察as much as those natural rebellions that wise men still call sin。 the style in which it was written was that curious jewelled style察vivid and obscure at once察full of argot and of archaisms察of technical expressions and of elaborate paraphrases察that characterizes the work of some of the finest artists of the french school of symbolistes。 there were in it metaphors as monstrous as orchids and as subtle in colour。 the life of the senses was described in the terms of mystical philosophy。 one hardly knew at times whether one was reading the spiritual ecstasies of some mediaeval saint or the morbid confessions of a modern sinner。 it was a poisonous book。 the heavy odour of incense seemed to cling about its pages and to trouble the brain。 the mere cadence of the sentences察the subtle monotony of their music察so full as it was of plex refrains and movements elaborately repeated察produced in the mind of the lad察as he passed from chapter to chapter察a form of reverie察a malady of dreaming察that made him unconscious of the falling day and creeping shadows。
cloudless察and pierced by one solitary star察a copper´green sky gleamed through the windows。 he read on by its wan light till he could read no more。 then察after his valet had reminded him several times of the lateness of the hour察he got up察and going into the next room察placed the book on the little florentine table that always stood at his bedside and began to dress for dinner。
it was almost nine oclock before he reached the club察where he found lord henry sitting alone察in the morning´room察looking very much bored。
;i am so sorry察harry察─he cried察 but really it is entirely your fault。 that book you sent me so fascinated me that i forgot how the time was going。;
;yes察i thought you would like it察─replied his host察rising from his chair。
;i didnt say i liked it察harry。 i said it fascinated me。 there is a great difference。;
;ah察you have discovered that拭─murmured lord henry。 and they passed into the dining´room。
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Chapter 11
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chapter 11
for years察dorian gray could not free himself from the influence of this book。 or perhaps it would be more accurate to say that he never sought to free himself from it。 he procured from paris no less than nine large´paper copies of the first edition察and had them bound in different colours察so that they might suit his various moods and the changing fancies of a nature over which he seemed察at times察to have almost entirely lost control。 the hero察the wonderful young parisian in whom the romantic and the scientific temperaments were so strangely blended察became to him a kind of prefiguring type of himself。 and察indeed察the whole book seemed to him to contain the story of his own life察written before he had lived it。
in one point he was more fortunate than the novels fantastic hero。 he never knewnever察indee